It is sometimes difficult to continue living a hopeful life while enduring constant affliction from my multiple chronic illnesses. When things get most challenging, it is my faith in God that gives me hope to continue in life. Some people ponder, how can a person with chronic illness still have faith in a God that doesn’t heal all of one’s sickness?
My father survived cancer three times. During his second battle, I asked him how he could continue to have faith in God even though he got cancer again. He explained, “God does not promise life is going to be beautiful all the time like roses. There are thorns on the rose bush. We will get stuck by several thorns before we get to the rose, which is eternal life. What God does promise is that he will stay by our side during the trial and help us through it.” My father did get healed and was healed a third time from cancer. He ultimately lived another 30 or so years and experienced a full life.
In the case of chronic illness there is no cure, one can never be healed of the illness. Even though the illness will never be healed, it doesn’t mean that God does not provide healing. Healing can occur in many others ways. I have been hospitalized for Depression five times. Each time I learn from the experience. This has allowed me to accept my affliction and I am now able to manage the disease more effectively. Had I not endured all of those challenges I would not be where I am today. God healed my fears about my future, provided me strength to endure difficulties and gave me courage to move forward.
It is God’s promise of eternal life that sustains me. Our lives here on earth are just a short time compared to eternity. Our sufferings may appear to be long in earthly time but it is only one second in eternity. This is what I always remind myself of when I start getting discouraged about living with chronic illness. My suffering now is nothing compared to the glory I will receive in Heaven. In Heaven there will be no illnesses, no hospitals, no medications and that is something to hope for.