Dear Broken Body,
Since it is Valentine’s Day, I am writing this letter to make amends with you. Through the years I have not been completely supportive of you. I am sorry and would like to move forward.
Several years ago you started beating yourself up with Auto-immune disorders causing high blood sugars (Diabetes) and an imbalanced metabolism (Thyroid disease). I found medicine for you. You were happy but we would fight when I would forget to give you the medicine or when you didn’t like the food I gave you. Then there came a time when even though I was doing everything right we still fought. This confused me and I got depressed. It was such a dark time for me that I didn’t know what was real anymore. But thanks to our God I was able to think clearly again. I found the right treatment for you, got help myself, and I learned what was needed to make you content.
Things were okay for us for a while but then you started abusing yourself again now causing Psoriatic Arthritis and Fibromyalgia. I said to myself, “Oh no! I thought we were happy but things are out of control again. Why are you doing this to us? I don’t understand! It makes me angry and sad!” It turns out you were never totally pleased with me because our communication was not open. But, after more therapy, I understood what was causing your pain. I wasn’t treating you properly. I ignored your needs, talked negatively to you, and didn’t nurture you enough. Now I realize that you cannot do everything I want you to do and I am okay with that. I accept you for exactly the way you are. I will take care of you better in the future and I hope we can live in harmony.
Your Conscious Mind